Dear Tumblr,

Procrastination is a heartless bitch and that is why I am here, writing this petty entry that no-one ever reads or cares about.

Also, I need more coffee, we ran out an hour ago.

Also, I want an Xbox 360 Slim 4GB w/ Kinect so that I can stick my own 120GB HDD in it and use it stay informed with Xbox news/hacks.

Also, I need an SSD and CPU.

Also, Emma, Jake, Jess and i went to Morayfield today and it turned out to be a crappy day.
First of all, Jess and Jake tagged along and made asses of themselves on the train and in the mall and then Emma lost her bag with her laptop, ipod and my pills in it.

Also, I need some panadol, a headache is coming on.

Also, Centrelink is a faggot, like my brother.

Also, I really need to get back to my assignment.

Also…

~Lyndon

3 weeks ago  /  0 notes

Dear Tumblr,

Sorry I haven’t posted in a while and sorry for writing this in the morning but I have something I need to share with you.

I woke up not very long ago to a very cold room.
What a normal person would do: Stay in bed, wishing that it miraculously warmed up.
What I would do: Quickly get out of bed and fire up some stress tests on my computer and warm up the whole fucking house.

Another piece of news; Emma and I celebrated our 1 year anniversary! Sort of…
Because Emma’s parents are a bit weird they’re taking Emma out west on the date of our actual anniversary, so we decided to do it yesterday cause we’re not letting anyone ruin it for us.

That is all, go on your merry way.

~Lyndon

3 weeks ago  /  0 notes

Gigabyte finally released the F6 BIOS for the GA-990FXA-UD3.

I’ve been waiting for a long time for the full release, hope that it fixes the Southbridge problems I’ve been having.

1 month ago  /  0 notes

These “HURR REBLRG IF U…” posts you guys reblog is the equivalent to those “DURR LIKE IN FWREE SECCS IF THI5…” photos the like whores post on Facebook.

Stop this shit, your stupid is starting to rub off on other people.

1 month ago  /  0 notes

Dear Tumblr,

Today was different, different in a neutral way, I changed out of O.P.-Elegible English (ENG) for English Communication (ENC) so now I have no way of getting into Uni with an OP, but the work is much easier and I’m with a couple of friends now… And Brandy… -shudders-

I’m thinking about writing to Destry, when I say “write” I mean that I’m going to tell him everything and when I say “everything” I mean absolutely everything that has happened in my life. It would be interesting to see if I get a responce from him.

Also, some weird shit happened at lunch, Emma was explaining to a few of her friends that “[I] am unusually warm” and lifted my shirt up to demonstrate, so Jess (someone who was there) starts feeling my pubes that are sticking out of the top of my underwear, thinking it was “stomache hair”. We quickly point out what it actually was, everyone was laughing so hard that they were crying and Emma was having some sort of shivering fit.

I think thats about it… I’m going to start my 1200 word assignment on the PSN outage now and tell my Mum to fuck off when she walks in here and expects me to go to bed cause she says so.

~Lyndon

1 month ago  /  0 notes

Ok, my desk is a mess and I want to play some sweet, sweet Skyrim but in order to do that, I need to set up my laptop on the space that is currently occupied by dirty mugs so that I can talk to Emma on Facebook (if she ever comes on) and play my game.

inb4 male multitasker
inb4 first world problems

1 month ago  /  0 notes

Dear Tumblr,

Its been a while… Our modem dropped line sync a week ago and we only just got it back today after my Mum called our ISP… *sigh* I know too much about these things…

Anyway, a lot of shit has happened since I’ve been away and its all negative. Emma’s parents are up me again, I had a mental breakdown yesterday and Emma isn’t much better than I am. We make it through to the next day by reminding ourselves of how great life is going to be in 2013.

In other news, I’ve been able to resurrect my old laptop by installing ChromiumOS and I’m using it right now. Mousepad drivers are ratshit, otherwise, its working pretty well. If you don’t know what it is, here is a brief description:

It does shit.

Now here is a better description:

Google are developing an Operating System based on Linux called ChromeOS (for obvious reasons). It features a minimal User Interface and has one program; the Chrome Browser. ChromiumOS is an Open Source version and is available for free on teh interwebz.
Currently, it is in its early stages and it is hard to find a build that is stable and support is hard to find, but thats what using beta software is about: Using something so fucking new that you can brag about it to just about anyone (especially MacFags).

Also, my Dad has contacted me about his situation, he applied for a job driving coal trains for Rio Tinto in W.A. and only needs to pass a medical to get it. If he does pass it, I’m going to be able to get some hours on my Learners (2 weeks on, 2 weeks off for him) and Darcy may have a shot at attending Corinda S.H.S for his last year at school, instead of somewhere in Port Maquarie.

Last thing, I was going to buy an OCZ Agility 3 120GB SSD for my computer, they cost $150, use the SandForce 2 controller and offer 525MB/s read, 500MB/s write, but after researching the OCZ Vertex 4, I think I might hold out. The Vertex 4 will use an Indilinx Everest 2 controller, maybe a bad thing, maybe a good thing, but that controller is going to promise faster speeds, more benefits at the same price range ($170).

Hope that was enough nerd for you, have fun with Google.

~L

P.S. Our anniversary is coming up very soon, she will be surprised.

1 month ago  /  0 notes

Dear Tumblr,

First day back at school, while it was boring it was also interesting…

I had a talk to the Guidence Councellor about changing some classes and I will be dropping BCT (Business Communications and Technology) for a spare and changing out of board English for English Communication tomorrow. We talked about what I would be doing after I left school and I came up with a list of options: (In order of how easyness)

-Stay with friends in Beerwah/Landsborough/Maleny/Montville/Maroochydore
-Rent my own place with Emma in Beerwah/Landsborough/Maleny/Montville/Maroochydore
-Move in with my Dad in Brisbane
-Rent/stay with Emma’s family in Towoomba
-Move to Port Maquarrie with my Mum and brother, bring or leave Emma behind

Each option has its own positive and negative points.

I also alerted her to the fact that Emma’s Multimedia teacher, Ms Penny (if I remember correctly) is not capable of teaching the class as she has no fucking idea about anything she is talking about.

In the last two periods, Emma asked me to see the Nurse, Ms Jenny, with her and that was sorta fun… There was a lot of discussion about Emma’s family and her situation at home.

…I just want school to be over… I just want it to end.

~Lyndon

1 month ago  /  1 note

Dear Tumblr…

I don’t even know what to say, so much has happened over these holidays and I don’t really know how I feel… However, there have been a couple of things on my mind that I don’t want to think about.

For starters, I have been having an urge to start exercising, building up my upper body to be exact. It might just be hormones though, (fucking testosterone)… In any case, I’m going to speak to my Mum about it as she isn’t new to the whole “working out” thing.
I haven’t mentioned this to Emma yet so I’m fearing her reaction to this post.

I can’t get school off my mind either, not just school but what is going to happen if I finish (I use the word “if” for a reason.) Its making me feel overwhelmed and I don’t know whats going to happen. I just want school to dissappear…

I’m also worrying about Emma. She has been through a lot over the holidays, much more than I have had to deal with, and it has made me feel like I can’t help her, like I’m failing as her partner.
Our relationship has changed over the past 11 months, for better or worse I do not know, but I’m hoping that we can make it through to the end.

I don’t know how to feel. I don’t know what to do. I just want it to end.

~Lyndon

1 month ago  /  0 notes

That feeling…

Its an empty feeling, one that I am unsure of. I’m angry, sad and irritated but calm. I’m stressing like I do when I’m sitting an exam.

I’m not sure of anything other than the fact that I NEED this to end. I’m not even sure what that means either.

I feel like I have failed, like everything that went wrong is my fault and there is no way to fix it.

And it only took a 5 minute phone call from her.

I just want it to end.

1 month ago  /  0 notes